Why can't I find My story Book Love.
Someone to Kiss and Someone to Hug.
Prince Charming was alone
Until He found Cinderella, When will I find my Girl
Someone that has lived to meet me there one true love
Someone that has lived to have that one kiss and hug the wow moment
Why can't I have a storybook love?
Someone to Kiss and someone to Hug.
Lanceloy had a love to fight for, So do I
I call her Anna Bell the women of my dreams and in real life
Guinevere was his Love to fight for, Anna Bell is mine
Someone to risk it all for
Someone to fight for my love and romance
I'am alone and she most be too
Anna Bell My Dear I love you from afar
Sweet Love of mine
Friday, February 27, 2009
I am Alive
It was the sixth grade when it all happened
If I could take it back I wouldn’t
My first hit of buds it blow my mind away
My teacher told my that it would happen that way
But I was a Punk a little black kid
No one wanted me but the dope heads did
I can see my 8th grade year, it was acid, shrooms and x you see
The acids made me talk to little green men
The shrooms made be see big pink men they wanted to eat me then
Oh yeah and then there was the x it made my body go numb
It came on to the High School Years and I do mean high
In the deans office everyday, drinking all night long
On coke and heroinNeedles in my arms and snow in my nose
I was going to die
I remember the day my friend died, it was in my arms
He did the same heroin I did
He used a needle and I used my nose
I never did see him again
I remember the day I came to , I wish my friends did too
I was drunk and my friend he helped me
He told me the truth
He showed me that he cared
He was not a dope head but he cared
He told me about the savior that day
I cried it made me feel good
You see the drugs they were meant to hind what was in my head
I gave it up, no more junk
No more needles in my arms, no more snow in my nose , no more pink men and no more drugs for me
My Lord and Savior that’s my anti-drug
Relapse it scares me
But My Lord and Savior takes’ it away
I am Alive
If I could take it back I wouldn’t
My first hit of buds it blow my mind away
My teacher told my that it would happen that way
But I was a Punk a little black kid
No one wanted me but the dope heads did
I can see my 8th grade year, it was acid, shrooms and x you see
The acids made me talk to little green men
The shrooms made be see big pink men they wanted to eat me then
Oh yeah and then there was the x it made my body go numb
It came on to the High School Years and I do mean high
In the deans office everyday, drinking all night long
On coke and heroinNeedles in my arms and snow in my nose
I was going to die
I remember the day my friend died, it was in my arms
He did the same heroin I did
He used a needle and I used my nose
I never did see him again
I remember the day I came to , I wish my friends did too
I was drunk and my friend he helped me
He told me the truth
He showed me that he cared
He was not a dope head but he cared
He told me about the savior that day
I cried it made me feel good
You see the drugs they were meant to hind what was in my head
I gave it up, no more junk
No more needles in my arms, no more snow in my nose , no more pink men and no more drugs for me
My Lord and Savior that’s my anti-drug
Relapse it scares me
But My Lord and Savior takes’ it away
I am Alive
As The........
As the sun shines
As my heart beats
As the moon nears
Your beauty is taking my breath away
Your gaze catches my eyes
As my hand touches your face
A warm sweet imbrace
That can never be that may never be
As my eyes close, As my mind drifts
I see you and your green eyes and your milky skin
Beauty that takes my breath away
As we walk and as we talk, it seems almost so true
As the sun shines and as the moons nears
As my mind drifts I go to sleep
I let my dreams of you and me take me away
As i wake up
As the sun shines
As I see you, I dream that it will someday be true
But I know that it will never be true or will
As I dream do you dream
Will You be with me
As the moon nears I dream
I go to were are imbrace is all I have
So as the sun shines as the moon nears
Your beauty is true
Maybe someday you and I will be true
As my heart beats
As the moon nears
Your beauty is taking my breath away
Your gaze catches my eyes
As my hand touches your face
A warm sweet imbrace
That can never be that may never be
As my eyes close, As my mind drifts
I see you and your green eyes and your milky skin
Beauty that takes my breath away
As we walk and as we talk, it seems almost so true
As the sun shines and as the moons nears
As my mind drifts I go to sleep
I let my dreams of you and me take me away
As i wake up
As the sun shines
As I see you, I dream that it will someday be true
But I know that it will never be true or will
As I dream do you dream
Will You be with me
As the moon nears I dream
I go to were are imbrace is all I have
So as the sun shines as the moon nears
Your beauty is true
Maybe someday you and I will be true
Ever So Often
I see your face and makes me smile
I hear your voice and brings me joy
Every so often
When I see your face I fall in love
When I hear your voice you bring life
Every So Often
Our friendship brings me joy
Your kindness makes me fell great
Every So often
I wish you were my lover and more than my friend
Every So often
i dream our love is true
I see you holding my hand and we are in love
Every So Often
The world is blind to the fact that you are white and I am black
We are blind to the fact that were are from two different worlds
Every So often
We have a sweet embrace
Every So Often
I do not remember when or why i wrote this and it is not all the way done but i like anway.
I hear your voice and brings me joy
Every so often
When I see your face I fall in love
When I hear your voice you bring life
Every So Often
Our friendship brings me joy
Your kindness makes me fell great
Every So often
I wish you were my lover and more than my friend
Every So often
i dream our love is true
I see you holding my hand and we are in love
Every So Often
The world is blind to the fact that you are white and I am black
We are blind to the fact that were are from two different worlds
Every So often
We have a sweet embrace
Every So Often
I do not remember when or why i wrote this and it is not all the way done but i like anway.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
These days are Dark and The nights are cold
All around people are losing there soul
As i am standing outside I can see my breath
And all I want to do is get home before i freeze to death
I am looking back at a year ago and here is how it is
I think about how my moms face was stuck in my head
And how the that last time i seen her see was almost dead
I walk back outside and its cold as hell
All that is going in my head is I should have brought a jacket
because blowin in my hands is not workin against this cold
I walk to the bucks to by some coffee because it clams my nerves
The image all the people around the box seems so unreal
It seems like just yesterday she was alive and well
now its been a year since she has been gone and
it seems as if i still can't deal
My days are dark and my nights are cold i think that i might just lose my soul
so i give all control to the on above because i know that he can show me that love
All around people are losing there soul
As i am standing outside I can see my breath
And all I want to do is get home before i freeze to death
I am looking back at a year ago and here is how it is
I think about how my moms face was stuck in my head
And how the that last time i seen her see was almost dead
I walk back outside and its cold as hell
All that is going in my head is I should have brought a jacket
because blowin in my hands is not workin against this cold
I walk to the bucks to by some coffee because it clams my nerves
The image all the people around the box seems so unreal
It seems like just yesterday she was alive and well
now its been a year since she has been gone and
it seems as if i still can't deal
My days are dark and my nights are cold i think that i might just lose my soul
so i give all control to the on above because i know that he can show me that love
A Head is turned Away
A tear drops
A bone breaks
A dog barks
A boy cries
The belt cracks
The boy falls
The skin breaks
The man yells
Tears drop
The wound bleeds
A mother turns away
The man beats
Two tears fall
Two drops of blood pour from a wound
Two eyes look the other way
The eyes of the boy look at the ones that looked away with pain
The boy cries Why Don't You Care
The mom cries, Stop The Pain Will Never Go Away
The man stops until the next day
To Be Unravelled
To be unravelled, by one you love
To live in a world beyond with another being
An sung song shared between two lovers with only their eyes
A simple smile a short look that sends a breeze of echoing whispers
Walking over a neverending sea; Holding hands the two knowing it is only them
Viewing a sunset or the northern lights without even seeing the sky
Know that two can be connected on more than one level
Like ink to a needle; a tattoo to skin
A pick to a gutiar: a bow to a string
Two loves playing a melody of their own creation
Love gives you a reason to stay one more day
Some more of this Stuff
1. I really get nervous around large groups of people
2. I am scared that my past and my old life will come back in a bad way, like maybe effect my future kids
3. I have a fear of rejection and failure bigger than most people
4. I do not go for things like careers, relationships, goals and such because of the above
5. I listen to music people would laugh at me for listen too
6. I am not as scary as I come off or look and try to be
7. Do not let the above fool you if you mess with my friends or family I will take you down
8. I look up to my kid brother he is going for his goals
9. I wish i had done better in school like I knew I could
10. i am gonna go for my goal as muchas i can i can not let fear get the best of me
11. I just got that song stuck out of my head and I know the name of it
12. Sometimes i wonder how I am alive
13. I love the CTA but i hate the Bus
14. i am glad i meet you. maybe you can teach me what i need to know and it will work this time
15. I want to make art and music
16. I want to tag but it is not legal but I do not care
17. I miss my mom every day of my life
18. My mom really made me a better person
19. I have traveled and done a lot but i have an want to do more
20. I found the reason
2. I am scared that my past and my old life will come back in a bad way, like maybe effect my future kids
3. I have a fear of rejection and failure bigger than most people
4. I do not go for things like careers, relationships, goals and such because of the above
5. I listen to music people would laugh at me for listen too
6. I am not as scary as I come off or look and try to be
7. Do not let the above fool you if you mess with my friends or family I will take you down
8. I look up to my kid brother he is going for his goals
9. I wish i had done better in school like I knew I could
10. i am gonna go for my goal as muchas i can i can not let fear get the best of me
11. I just got that song stuck out of my head and I know the name of it
12. Sometimes i wonder how I am alive
13. I love the CTA but i hate the Bus
14. i am glad i meet you. maybe you can teach me what i need to know and it will work this time
15. I want to make art and music
16. I want to tag but it is not legal but I do not care
17. I miss my mom every day of my life
18. My mom really made me a better person
19. I have traveled and done a lot but i have an want to do more
20. I found the reason
Some of this Some of that
1.) I do not know what i want to do in life
2.) I know who I want to take me home is stuck in my head, that is because maybe it is true or not
3.) I think I know everything but i do not
4.) I want to have complete control of my life but it belongs to God
5.) I really love my job but I want a new one and want more from life
6.) I want to meet new people but I am scared
7.) I want to try new things but I do not think I will succeed
8.) I really wan to have the money to travel again
9.) I think i like someone but am not sure
10.) I have a great group of friends nice and small the way i like it
11.) I say I get bored a lot but really I am not I just need a lot to do at once
12.) I wish I could control the way i space out but I can not
13.) I want to go on a game show like Millionaire but i do not want to loose
14.) I want to be able to talk with my past girlfriends but that would not ever happen
15.) I am glad about the above but I wish I knew how to be a better boyfriend or man
16.) I do not vote because I do not think anyone is good enough to lead me
17.) I enjoy reading but i do not read enough
18.) I have good days and bad days with missing my mom today is a medium
19.) I want to get a car and stuff but driving really scares the crap out of me
20.) I just wrote a lot more than a few which what i wanted to do
2.) I know who I want to take me home is stuck in my head, that is because maybe it is true or not
3.) I think I know everything but i do not
4.) I want to have complete control of my life but it belongs to God
5.) I really love my job but I want a new one and want more from life
6.) I want to meet new people but I am scared
7.) I want to try new things but I do not think I will succeed
8.) I really wan to have the money to travel again
9.) I think i like someone but am not sure
10.) I have a great group of friends nice and small the way i like it
11.) I say I get bored a lot but really I am not I just need a lot to do at once
12.) I wish I could control the way i space out but I can not
13.) I want to go on a game show like Millionaire but i do not want to loose
14.) I want to be able to talk with my past girlfriends but that would not ever happen
15.) I am glad about the above but I wish I knew how to be a better boyfriend or man
16.) I do not vote because I do not think anyone is good enough to lead me
17.) I enjoy reading but i do not read enough
18.) I have good days and bad days with missing my mom today is a medium
19.) I want to get a car and stuff but driving really scares the crap out of me
20.) I just wrote a lot more than a few which what i wanted to do
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